family time

for the past weeks, i've kept on thinking abt the word family...to me, it has a diff meaning from most of the people out there..to others, a family means a dad, mum and mayb siblings...but to me, a family means my grandparents, my aunties and my uncles...
from young, i've been brought up by my grandparents, aunties and uncles. I've not seen my dad since i was pretty young and i dun realli have a good relationship with my mum since i dun realli come in contact with her. I've juz started talking to my sis but tats still considered quite superficial in a way as we dun live together and dun realli know each other veri well...

i went to a jap place for lunch with my fren one sun and i saw a family; a father, a mother and two children. They were having their lunch too...suddenly i had a thot...wat does it feel to eat like tat? when i was younger and even now, my uncles would bring us out for meals with the family, but it never seem quite rite to me...no matter how much i had enjoyed myself, deep in my heart i know tat i am not realli part of THE family...how does it feel to eat out like a family? How does it feel to live as a family?
But come to tink of it, i've never regretted not having a family coz God is good...Wherever i have lacked at, He has given me plentiful, even more than i can imgaine... My aunties love me alot..i am a princess to them and they are willing to give me everything unconditionally..my uncles and aunties treat me like their own too...i am truly blessed to be here...sometimes i will also tink, "if i realli have a family of my own, would i still be the person i am now?" seriously, i dun tink so...i dun tink i will be taught the same way and i may not even get the privileges i have now...
life is one big irony but if we see it differently, everything will be more colourful and enjoyable...