Crap overflowing from my brains

Serious stuff, crappie stuff..all these stuff are running thru my brains...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Happy birthday to me!

Today is my 29th birthday. Haha I used to dread birthdays as I grow older but I dun feel depressed this year.. In fact I really looked forward to this day in anticipation. I guess it must be the acceptance and liberation of my mind that causes this change. Yeah I am old in terms of age, but I am not old in terms of how I feel inside. Age does not slow you down or make you less desirable, only your mindset can make you or break you. :)
That is how I feel today... What a great present I have given to myself! ;)
Happy birthday to me...

13 Nov 1980

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

It's been a short year...

I am in Melbourne now.. Just finished and handed in my Honours thesis and awaiting anxiously for my results, hoping that I can get a scholarship for PhD. It has been a pretty short year. I did not even have time to think and reflect on my time here and the year is almost gone.
Well it has been a year of discovering and growing for me. There have been ups and downs, times when I feel lonely and want to go home to my family... But I guess I have survived.. :) It may not be pretty smooth sailing and exactly happy moments for me, but at least I have grown and learned..
I have learned the importance of family and friendship. My family is the biggest blessing in my life. It is true we have fought and got angry with one another, but they are ultimately the ones who will stand beside you and support you in times of need. I used to not believe in friends but after I came here, I realized that I do need friends and I learned to cherish my old friends even more.
The most important thing is to have God with me. If it is not for His help, I wouldn't have come out strong. Praise God.