am i the only one left?

Do people grow up? Not literally, but figuratively...I guess so...We are all growing and changing to what we want to pursue and what we want in life...In the process, we compromise things and poeple around us. Bluntly put across, we sacrifice our relationships with people whom we once loved and cared for. We forget that we once would do anything for the people we loved and now what is left are hurts and pains inflicted knowingly and unknowingly.
I hate to grow up. In the process of growing up, I see the reality of this world, the change of people around me, including myself. I hate the falseness and hypocrisy of this world, the back stabbing and dog-eat-dog world... Do we know we have changed? I hate to see the people I love change...Maybe i have to learn to let go...Maybe then I will not feel so much sadness...Maybe then I will no longer cry..Maybe then I will no longer feel...Maybe I will change...